even though we went our different ways just no that ill always love u so much with all my heart i miss u very much you are worth waiting for even if it has to be 5 years ill wait for you cuz i love u and i no ur the one that i want to spend the rest of my life with we had our ups and downs and we always got through them so this is just another down but i promise we are gonna get through this no matter hwat i have to do i will be with u catherine i dont wanna break my promise im so sorry for everything that i had put you through my worst fear was losing u but it seemed that the more i tried the more i failed i cn live with out money i can live with out the fame and if everyday was sunny i can live with out the rain and if i ever went up to heaven i would fall right back down cuz this life wouldn’t be worth living cuz ur the one i cant live with out u can take it all from me and it wouldn’t mean any thing turn the whole world against me as long as you dont leave its getting harder for me to see even harder for me to breath im used to life with u tell me what i need to do i love u catherine 6-15-11:’(